I am not heartless god,I am just an ordinary person,I want love but be ruthless damage.

I am not heartless god,I am just an ordinary person,I want love but be ruthless damage. I never like to let others see my tears, I would rather let people think I am happy too heartless, but also do not want to seem poor wronged. 这段话什么意思?、? I never like to let others see my tears,I would rather let people think I am happy too heartless,but also do not want to seem poor wronged. 谁能帮我解释一句话?Not I think heartless,you wanted me to say malicious words,is you let do the heartless man,piss me off I am afraid not. I am not little ' I am not alone.'.. i am not chinese I am not worth I am not myself i am not like I am not your I am not your I am not i am not是什么 I am not beauty But I am not I am not